Doing better

     I haven't written here in awhile and I actually see that as a good thing. I have gotten back to my "happy place" where I was when we first moved. I honestly don't think of my mother very often at all. That may sound cruel but it's truly better that way because it allows me to enjoy my own family and I am more relaxed. My mother doesn't call or email unless I send her an email and ask a question. They are not coming for John's birthday party and I am happy about that. I don't need the stress of seeing them. It's not enjoyable to visit with them so really, why bother? John doesn't mention them at all which is not surprising seeing how little time he spent with them when we lived ten minutes from them. I'm not foolish enough to believe that this calm will last forever, but for now I'm enjoying it. Had a great day today with my husband and son, enjoying each other's company as a family should. I'm feeling blessed.